Please explain.

Please explain to me why people want to be so skinny? I’m skinny as a rail. I weigh barely 105 pounds. And it’s not like I made myself become this skinny, I’ve been tiny my whole life. When I was younger, people used to call me Ethiopian and make clicking noises at me. I can’t count how many times I was called anorexic (obviousley people didn’t know what the word meant, because I never starved myself). The reason I am so skinny is genetics. I have an over-active thyroid (which is what controls your metabolism in your body). Since mine is over-active, it burns up every single calorie I intake as soon as I eat something, leaving me being unable to gain any weight. I weighed 90 lbs until the 9th grade. I can’t wear cute clothes that everyone else can wear. I can’t wear leggings, pencil skirts, dresses, skinny jeans, or even shorts without looking like a disgusting little girl. When I wear high heels, I look like my calves are about to snap in half, like my body is so frail and fragile. Everywhere I see girls with perfect bodies, perfect curves. Why can’t I have that? Why was I cursed with this thyroid? Why would you want to look like me? I get weird stares in public, I’ve actually heard kids tell their parents “Why does she look like that?”. Even adults will say “Oh my God, something is wrong with her!” I once was told that I need to go to a hospital and get fat surgically pumped into me. Also, someone told me I look like a little African child from the Feed The Children commercials. I don’t expect there to be a thousand notes for this and I don’t want pity. I’m just saying, quit trying to be so skinny. Skinny is disgusting. You say you want to become skinny because boys like it. Boys don’t like that. Boys like curves. Why are you wanting to take away the curves you were blessed with to impress a boy who doesn’t even want a skinny female? Doesn’t make sense, does it? You say you’d kill for my body? Well, I’d kill to even have the SLIGHTEST amount of curves.